There are thousands of roads in life, and I don't know which road to take or which road not to take.? Standing at the fork in the road, I am confused. I wander around the intersection, looking for the road that belongs to me..
Time is in a hurry, fleeting, life is still insipid. Every day wandering between family, children and lovers, exhausted.
People often say, "It takes three years to have a child". That's exactly what it is, and it's exactly what it's been through.. Since the birth of the child, I have given up my previous job and devoted all my energy to the child. I am fully responsible for the child's eating, drinking, pulling, scattering and sleeping.. At ordinary times, my child cold fever was the first one to hold me to the doctor.. Housework is my full agent: washing clothes, cooking, cleaning the room . I was so tired that I was dizzy and ran around with a dizzy fly..
The chaos of my life makes me lose confidence in front of people, dress casually, and make-up is cheaper. Like an aunt, I often wear my clothes between my family and the vegetable market.. My husband didn't have the warmth he used to have and didn't bother to look at me again.. My mood then turned clear to cloudy and fell to a low point.. This is my life for the first two years..
Time is the best medicine for treating trauma.. Gradually, the children went to kindergarten, their body and mind can be a little easier, but still have to turn around the family, children, husband. This kind of life makes me tired and confused. I am struggling hard, trying to find a way that belongs to me and find some confidence for myself..
I can't go back to my previous class. Now I have to at least pick up my children and go to school. It's impossible to go to work normally. I'm disappointed again.. However, on the way to send my child to school, I met a former friend and exchanged a few words. after learning about my current situation, she asked me to do business with her.. Her business is booming now, at least every day someone will sign the bill with her.. At this moment, I was already moved and decided to give her a try..
At first she asked me to forward the advertisement, but according to what she said, nobody bought it after several days of distribution, and quite a few people consulted.. Only a few days, nothing, I am a little overwhelmed. However, she said to me: "at first, it was all the same. you should stick to it, keep forwarding it, and then let your friends forward it to her circle of friends. when there are more people familiar with the products, there will be more people paying attention. if not, you should first take a box of goods and return it if it is not sold out in half a year.". "Listen to the words of a friend, the in the mind a little comfort.
However, when I told my husband all this, I didn't expect him to be furious: "whatever you buy, if you have nothing to do, you will spend money.". Like be thunderstruck, I was very angry in my heart, but I still suppressed my anger and said humbly, "Do you see how well Yu Ting sold and sold another set today?". I saw that I had nothing to do at home and wanted to earn some money. She asked me to take a box of goods now and would return them to her if they were not sold out.. "I didn't expect him to say impatiently:" You didn't even see that you would say no.? ""haven't tried how do you know I can sell can't sell? "He slept there quiet. "Otherwise I take a box first? "I asked. "Take what miles to take, no one wants you to take what? "He didn't good the spirit ground say. After listening to his words, I felt extremely angry: "This is not to earn money, and even have no confidence to speak. I have no position at home. It is too sad."! "
He stayed at home for three years, exhausted physically and mentally, imprisoned mentally and numb already..
There are so many roads in the world, why is there no road I want to take?? When can I find my own way?(责任编辑：admin)